Saturday, August 25, 2007

Why do people love to compare so much? Are we born to compete with one another? What do we benefit if we win? What do we lost if we lost? Just because you are the top for once and you became so cocky. Who knows you might be the last for the next test? Trying to act smart just because you won by 1 or 2 marks. The last might not be always the last.

No one knows what might be happen next. People always talk without thinking – human nature. But after saying about something, do they think over what they just said and apology if they ever hurt the person? The answer is no.

Humans are interesting. When someone gotten good grades and the person is happy about it, those that get lower marks will says that they are showing off. Why can’t people be more generous and congrats them? I think it’s hard to do that. Another situation. When a better result person trying to help the weaker ones? Those weaker ones will put their pride in first place and reply, ‘I don’t your help.’ Why do other people score better than some people? It’s because of their hard work.

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Next.

You told him that. What are you trying to tell him? Pity you or show you sympathy? Think over it, what have you done wrong to have this outcome? Since you created this trouble yourself, you will have to bear the consequences. You can blame no one. Sometimes I really hate you to the core.

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Lastly, common test is over.
Singapore discovery centre tomorrow. Shit!
Pool with colin and kailoon. ;)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN & TAMMIE!

Sat
Out wif colin and kl. We went to have our lunch at causeway. Seoul garden. It changed a lot frm wat it had last tym. But e service really suck! We had 10% service charge for a POOR attitude. Spolit our mood. Ate for a few hours. Bloated. Then, went arcade. Walked around and decided to go for bowling. Bukit batok. After e game, we went bugis JUST for ice-cream. LOLX. Den went city hall for fireworks. We sat down for abt 2 hours, waiting for e fireworks to start. Den chatted. There is a lot of INCONSIDERATE ppl. Hmph. Fireworks started. It's nice. Especially e ending. Squeezed all e way back to Raffles Place's mrt station. Went home. Reached abt 11pm. Fun but tired.

Finally CT was over. Time to relax.

Fri
After sch went for the ss meeting. Slack there wif Kl, since there is nth for me to do. Went home around 6+. Reached home at 7. Rested for awhile and change, off to bb court. Kl, colin, waiseng, yulun, jingyi, esther, tammie went. After the game, went pm's koufu and chat. It was a nice talk, kept laughing non-stop.

Im going out wif kl and colin tml.

U changed again. I dunno which is e real u. Jux hope everything will go back to normal.

Though u might nt know, but ur actions and words hurt. I really hope im wrong tis tym.

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The feeling is getting stronger. It became more reality. Ur attitude towards us changed too. Am i right? Or jux too sensitive? I hope im wrong. And only u can prove me wrong. I dunno wat will happen if it's really true? It's all fate i tink.

I LOST MY TRUST IN YOU.

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I have e feeling tat u are using me. It's enough. Dun ever let me finds out anything or u are doom. I sweared. Jux tell me wat u wan instead of using me. Tat isnt friendship at all, to tink i trust u so much. GO AND DIE.

Thurs.

I shall type a PROPER post now since I have e time.

Went to Chalet organised by Jingwei over the weekend. Met Colin, Kailoon, Natalie, Weirong & Youren at Jurong Point. Sorry, Im late. Dun mean it. But cant help it. Im so bussyyyy. HAHA! 58 minutes journey. Talked talked talked, reached. Went to the beach wif Nat & Weirong. Then went back to the room. The rest came back in awhile time. BBQ-ed. It was fun man. Junjie, I will do my work and I DID! After that, went back to the room. Played blackjack. Stayed overnight to accompany Kailoon and Colin. lolx. Went for morning walk wif Reina, Kailoon, Colin, Des. Chatted for a long time. Searched for breakfast. Ate and went home.

*Dun play if u dun dare to play* buttshit!

Inconsiderate ppl u guys are. cant ur bloody eyes see tat other ppl wan to slp?

Somehow, it's awkward to face you at the chalet. I dun know wat to say and how to react. Maybe whenever u are, there shldnt be me. Oh, forget it!

Went s'pore discovery centre on mon to update on e SS proj. It's a waste of tym.
I know u are looking at me, wat's for?

Tues. Met Jingyi after school to go Jurong Point. Came Kailoon. Shopped awhile and off basketball-tym. Waited for kailoon as he was at sakae wif his pri sch frenz. By e tym he's off, no more mood to play anymore. Settled down at e basketball court at art park. Chatted. Came Jingyi. Played talked chatted. Leave around 10.30. Home!

Wed. Shopped wif Kailoon. Met Colin, Tiffany & Adeline at orchard. I admitted it was fun going out wif Colin. Wat a joker he is.

I love e way of life style im having now.

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